Do u know sometimes its hard for u to learn or realize about something if you're not being in that thing? Well sometimes its hard too, to learn about if that is happening around u.
I mean I felt that like this. I realized something that I see from other people. It won't show up when you're in the circle, it blends with things around you and makes you get used to it. Somehow I'm out from that circle, and look back to it and realize I did that. Its kind of awful, and I don't wanna back in that circle. Too bad I realized it too late. But it's okay cause I'm gonna make it up, even though its too late, better than nothing.
It doesn't mean what happened in that circle is bad, yeah maybe it is, or it's just like it is. I just decided to be out of that circle. Someone should just realized of it and decide to be or not to be.
Sometimes we just don't need to be right or wrong, we just have to feel it..