Chill It, Baby

This episode is like a friend of mine.

Too many minds. Often can't figure it out. Escape is like what I need, although I even often forget how to. Actually it's as simple as earphone and space.

How if minds are something small, and when they gathered, becoming something big and make us dizzy. We just need some time, to take care of them. Separate them for a while, take some priority and catchy one to think about, or to talk about with, fortunately to be solved. If it's hard, maybe it's just not about time to be decoded. So, keep it away, chill it. Take another mind if you still have the time and energy. If not, don't push it so hard. Sometime we just have to chill them out, and fry them when we hungry of minds :P

It's not hard actually to unravel them, we just need time and skills to manage it. Don't be afraid, more minds, you will increase your skill to manage them.

There you go, this episode is like a friend of mine. It doesn't say a thing, it only listens and gives some spaces for me to talk about something (actually write it) and somehow things straighten up or chilled? :)

http://cargocollective.com/

Plans, Ways, and Coffee

Today I have plans.. Going to a coffee shop near my house, and do some daily shopping afterward.

I should drive to the right, but it stuck suddenly. Then I go left, planning to go trough the lanes inside the main road. Yeah, it's out of nowhere, blocked. (- Okay, I actually a thinker, may be not in a positive way. I mean, I think about every little thing, also the big thing, however it's not too good actually for your health.-)

Anyway, I really don't wanna think today, please? So, after I found a few 'have to turn and drive another way' I decided to take the u turn, and back to main road. I've been thinking of going to another coffee shop, but i don't know why, I'd rather to take further way and still going to that coffee shop i wanted to go.

Nothing so special about the coffee shop, I'm just a person who somehow need spaces from home today, going somewhere alone to think (again) clearly, or just not to think and write like now :) I can't tweet cause it will just make people think I'm exposing my wobbly personality :P

However, I just noted from today 'u turn driving', that people may have plans, but actually God decides for us. While doing the plans, sometimes He will drive us away further, harder to get to our goal, or even closer and way easier to get it. He may try us, He wants to see us, how we handle it, our emotions, our willing.. We sometimes make things harder by not takin' it easy (I did), and sometimes don't think about everything around us, and realize that we just sometimes don't need to be focusing on the plans, on the barriers, instead, we just have to enjoy the journey, and make it as beautiful memories, so we can smile when we look back.

Enjoy! :)

www.cikopi.com - Jakarta Coffee House

It's Just It..

Thinking..
Wandering..
Exploring..
Realizing..
Seizing..

Where did all my guts go?

God please bring back them, i need all of those

I'm happy, very happy, so much happy..
i don't know, i don't care, and i don't give a damn,
I love you,
and I've never been in love like this before..

Things between us happened beautifully,
the imperfection between us is very perfect i don't want another perfect life..
i like us to be like this, with each problems, hard times and good times.

Our simple relationship, us, that makes it beautiful,
I wanna hug you forever :')

and hoping that she would be sincere..

Scrunchy Mussy Pills

I wanna doodle my words. Maybe my head already bored with what's in my mind. Yeah, too much thinking i think is one of my laxity but also my power. Yes power of mind affects me so. I often think too much. Even when I'm writing this I think too much, and too much words of thinking and too much in this writing. Phew.

I have scrunchy mussy head. Sometime positive, sometime negative. I want to put aside my scrunchy mussy brain for a moment if I can. Thinking about happy things. See? Again thinking. Can I just don't think for a while? Even when I don't want to think I still thinking. :D

Yeah yeah yeah, let's forget everything for a while, even if I can't. Hoho.. Is there any pills to get amnesia? Anti-scrunchy I'll name it. Cool pills' name, isn't it? I will.. Hihi..

*keepthinking* Shoo..shoo..! :D

Bye, I think I'm gonna think again :P